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Growing Pains pt 3 – Man in the Mirror

Admittedly I have never listened to Michael Jackson’s song but in the past couple of days the chorus of Man in the Mirror has been stuck in my head because that’s what I am beginning to see with clarity. In continuing the Growing Pains Series, a chronicle of my final year at Destiny School of Ministry, I feel it is only appopriate to call this post Man in the Mirror.

This past week in class Pastor Quinton (@PQSelf) taught us candidly as always but there was one part of the week that God seemed to throw up the proverbial mirror on my life saying “hey you are full of this thing and it’s got to go son.” God is so graceful when He brings the dark corners of our hearts to life; God didn’t attack me with my sin but He waited till I was ready to deal with it and brought it to my attention.

For me, this time, that area is entitlement. While our generation is full of the entitlement disease and even in the Church I’d almost dare to say it’s worse. I will admit I had a wrong perspective on what it was; entitlement is not just say “hey I want what I earned” but it also shows up in saying “why does that person have this job? They’re not as qualified as me” or even yet bring it to the Church here: “do they not see my anointing? Why do people not honor me?”

Entitlement is a plague that needs to be eradicated from my life; I never knew it was as big as a problem in my own heart as it really is. I choose this day to serve God and not my own interests I will walk humbly before the Lord (Micah 6:8) recognizing that everything I have is a blessing from God. For “every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning (James 1:17). I know God has accepted me not for anything I have done or can do (Ephesians 2:8-9) so to quote a man of God “If I wasn’t doing jack to earn God’s love when I was a sinner what makes me think I have to earn it now?” The man I see is not all that pretty but with the Lord’s help I am starting with the man in the mirror: me.

The moments our hearts are exposed before the Lord is not always easy but if we allow ourselves to be open and honest with God and those around us the end result will be worth the pain of “Holy Ghost Surgery” in our life!

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Who Are You Listening To?

In the past couple of weeks I have been busy between work school papers and the privlege of speaking a couple of times and it’s been a wild ride for sure! I haven’t neglected ATW but I always make sure I bring you something that’s genuine and not just to post something for the sake of numbers, that’s not me. Here at ATW, my goal is to share my heart and what God is doing and working in my life cause it’s all about Him.

Tonight, the Super Bowl is on but where am I? Studying and praying and I don’t regret it, I’m a nerd at heart. I like football but there are days when I know I need to step back and just dig in the Word and get saturated in God’s Presence and today has been one of them. I ended up taking a break and decided to check the score of the game and I saw there was, on a different channel, an interview with a leading pastor in America. As I was watching, I was intentionally being careful not to judge this pastor off of my prior opinions on his doctrine but in the end I heard troubling things from a man of great influence. This is not the first time I have heard statements from this pastor that go against what the Bible clearly teaches and it breaks my heart to see someone who millions listen to weekly through so many avenues of television, books, radio, podcasts etc be in blatant error of Scripture. As I was looking at this incident, to make sure I heard him right,  I saw another where one pastor was “crowned a king” before his church last month and while I may be behind on the news it broke my heart to see this. One thing the Holy Spirit quickly reminded me is that teachers will be judged strictly by God in the day of judgement (James 3:1) so I know I will be praying for them and I ask you too as well. While I am not attacking these men I believe that these prominent pastors have fallen to the lure of leadership in seeking to please men and themselves and that is dangerous ground.

In 2Timothy 3 Paul writes to Timothy and warns of teachers in the last day and how they will be. Am I saying these men fit this description? On purpose? No but I do not discount Satan’s ability to deceive and the lure of riches and pride.This shows a disturbing trend towards seeing this more and more common. I learned a while back with every teacher or pastor you listen to it’s important to check what they teach according to the Word and solely on the Word. Sometimes you have to “chew the meat and spit out the bones” and I do my best to take this approach with everyone  because I believe I can learn something from a child to any adult there is always something to learn.  Deception is spreading from places that were once thought safe and from people we thought knew the Word and walked with God but intimacy with God always has its fruit. I write this post not to judge anyone (in fact I encourage you to pray for these pastors) but rather to ask you: who are you listening to? Study what you read, what you listen to and judge it by the Word of God not by how large is the church or well known the pastor is.

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