Admittedly I have never listened to Michael Jackson’s song but in the past couple of days the chorus of Man in the Mirror has been stuck in my head because that’s what I am beginning to see with clarity. In continuing the Growing Pains Series, a chronicle of my final year at Destiny School of Ministry, I feel it is only appopriate to call this post Man in the Mirror.
This past week in class Pastor Quinton (@PQSelf) taught us candidly as always but there was one part of the week that God seemed to throw up the proverbial mirror on my life saying “hey you are full of this thing and it’s got to go son.” God is so graceful when He brings the dark corners of our hearts to life; God didn’t attack me with my sin but He waited till I was ready to deal with it and brought it to my attention.
For me, this time, that area is entitlement. While our generation is full of the entitlement disease and even in the Church I’d almost dare to say it’s worse. I will admit I had a wrong perspective on what it was; entitlement is not just say “hey I want what I earned” but it also shows up in saying “why does that person have this job? They’re not as qualified as me” or even yet bring it to the Church here: “do they not see my anointing? Why do people not honor me?”
Entitlement is a plague that needs to be eradicated from my life; I never knew it was as big as a problem in my own heart as it really is. I choose this day to serve God and not my own interests I will walk humbly before the Lord (Micah 6:8) recognizing that everything I have is a blessing from God. For “every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning (James 1:17). I know God has accepted me not for anything I have done or can do (Ephesians 2:8-9) so to quote a man of God “If I wasn’t doing jack to earn God’s love when I was a sinner what makes me think I have to earn it now?” The man I see is not all that pretty but with the Lord’s help I am starting with the man in the mirror: me.
The moments our hearts are exposed before the Lord is not always easy but if we allow ourselves to be open and honest with God and those around us the end result will be worth the pain of “Holy Ghost Surgery” in our life!
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